I know it is very hard to mingle into a new environment especially when you are a not in your mother land. Chinese is renowned for hospitality however it is not always the case. What I experienced triggers me to think about the situation of overseas Chinese. We all complain how overseas Chinese are treated. Those foreigners do not respect or believe us and vise versa. What’s wrong with our fellow? Divergent cultural background、or I should say that it is the damned evil of our human being who works？

Frankness and innocence will not do any good to you if you are with those stupid fellows. The only thing is that you will be taken advantage without knowing anything or persecuted as a foolish clown in their eyes. I am such a clown maybe all our human kind is a clown in the universe. One Chinese, an elite while three mean a team of nothing. That is the very explanation of that question. As Hawthorne says, there is evil in everyone’s heart. The evil takes away the kindness leaving hypocrisy and selfishness. What a shame! Do I have to be that or should I turn deaf ear to all? Sometimes, I turn to silence or obedience which turns out to be so ridiculous and funny. I am so silly. So I refuse the ego, and I should be tough and strong. Time tests!