有的时候真的很想自己是在不存在的，也就无所谓烦恼了，可是我是存在的。自从我呱呱落地的那一刻起，就没有权利选择自己的存在与否，干脆还是安心的做自己。

存在的意义是什么呢？对家庭，对自己，对社会？　存在就是为了履行自己的义务，所以痛并快乐着。 

It is so hot outside and I am having a sound sleep. The gray and dark sky reminds me what time it is now? Nearly 6o’clock in the afternoon. 3 hours have past. The headache is plaguing me now and then. The wet ground showcases that there was a rain when I was sleeping. People are hurrying home and hunger is bothering me. I need something to comfort my stomach. However, I can not help lying on bed again. A quarter later, I grope toward the supermarket. A little wind refreshes me somehow, and the hustle and bustle on the street is out of my mind. Where I am?

Sneezing drags me into reality. My eyes are filled with commodities. I am in the supermarket. Move on and forget the headache. I have to say that I am strong enough because I have so much for my supper. Air conditioner keeps on working regardless of my dizzying.

That is what kind of life we are living. Swearing in the frozen winter and felling cold in hot summer’s day. Squandering resources to help us live better is anything but guilty. What if there is no such resource available? Groundless fears never come true in such a world equipped with high-and-new tech for there are alternatives to replace the diminished. Thanks to our wisdom and creation. The good old days never come back and we are in continuous struggle to fight with nature for survival.

What a poor creature! We create and we destroy!

I am confused by the management of some company. The brain drain plagues the company for a long time especially recently. It is fair t o say that the entity has lost its essence and will soon be diminished. A little exaggerate? I hope so!

The management-know how is the core of an enterprise or a company. Less payment with high efficiency is what the employers boast. More salary with a bright prospect for further development is shared by all our employees. In this sense, there will always be a gap between the two. To strike a balance is somehow so difficult and yet to be handled properly.

   China is so blessed with so many talents and majority of them are expecting great inspirations. Those so called college graduates are not what they use to be. University is the harbor for them to escape from the sever competition and hardship of the world. A large poll of them is at loss what they are doing and what to do in the future. Courses and exams are not matching the social needs. Frankly speaking, they are not capable for their education in school. That is why many employers take it for granted that those born in the 80s or later are short of down-to-earth spirit. Truth tells but not exactly the same. Fresh graduates are hunting jobs amid twists and turns. Many vacancies are in waiting. Surplus or shortage? The embarrassing situation calls for something to be done. To make a concession or not is somehow in urgent need.

  It seems that it is not so convincing~

8：00 左右从公司门口出发，大约2小时后到达住宿的地方。顿时感到凉爽许多，如果此时在市内，空调的低温都不会有这种效果。于是大家拿着自己房间的钥匙，带着自己的室友，开始安顿自己。透过窗外可以看见一片菜园，几只羊，几只鹅，突然想起“白毛浮绿水，红掌拨清波”，再看，羊比鹅白，那几只鹅们似乎刚从煤矿里探险回来，浑身上下完全没有鹅的模样，他们伸长了脖子鸣叫，却让人怎么也没有诗的意境，反倒有点同情那几只被圈的鹅了。为何要将羊和鹅放在一起呢，令人费解~，也许是这附近没有池塘，没有属于他们的水面施展自己的美丽，魅力，也就只好这样了！不知道为何此时会联想到人的处境，很多人的处境其实都和这些鹅一样，原来人和动物都一样。

午饭后我们就乘车前往景点，龙庆峡。车上的空调吹出的风散发着怪怪的味道，半小时后到达停车场，导游说去景点需要走一段路，建议我们坐车，景点的那种车，我们照做。一会儿龙庆峡几个大字映入我们的眼帘。导游说我们先乘电梯，就是那条蜿蜒曲折的龙的肚子里面的电梯，之后到达峡谷，乘游船管观赏景色，那个导游一直在行走，我们不得不跟上她的步伐。游船上的座位被太阳晒得很烫，无所谓了，注意力早被这美丽的峡谷景色所吸引，高峡出平湖，大自然的力量真的让人叹为观止。炎热也被赶到脑后。我就这样呆呆的看着一座座险峰，想象着大自然制造他们的经过，一定异常壮观。之前导游曾说过有座山上有嘉庆年间制造假币的山洞，我的眼睛在搜索，偶尔看见山洞就会把它和导游所说联系起来。此时有人提议让导游给讲解下，谁知这位导游小姐居然理直气壮地说让在游船上的服务人员讲解。开始踢球了，我晕，什么导游，北青的导游就这素质？

　　如果因为她的素质而生气，错过欣赏风景的机会，可真亏大了。

本来就没对导游抱很大的期望，因此也就无所谓失望了。用心，风景尽在我眼中。

第二天的活动就是去爬山，松山，咋听还以为是嵩山呢！以为强度很大，大出乎意料，我和同事边玩边走，突然听到流水的声音，我迫不及待的要去感受下溪水，好清凉的溪水，想来了家乡的小溪。

每年春天和夏天我们都会将自己泡在水里，光着脚丫子走在光滑的石头上，一遍遍的将水洒在石头上，看着水一点点的在太阳的注视下溜走。还记得在石缝里找螃蟹，有时候是被石头砸了脚，或者被螃蟹的钳子夹过，受伤的手指通常要很多天后才能恢复。为了解恨，那只伤害过我的钳子会被丢掉，或者干脆拿到家做成香喷喷的食物吃进肚子里。还有那狡猾的泥鳅，怎么也抓不住，借助工具吧，家里能拿出来的都带上，还有小伙伴们，大家群策群力，围追堵截，果然硕果累累，那只泥鳅终于在我们的瓶子里了，大家满脸的泥和水，幸福的看着在瓶子里战战兢兢的小东西。此时此刻就有一些小孩在大人的陪同和帮助下重复着我们童年的生活。这些泥鳅比我们小时候的小得多。

我们继续上升，这里的树木有家乡的树木的感觉，比较高大，走在林荫道上，和同事说着笑话，将笑声洒在这片森林里，风儿啊，你也许会将它带到我的家乡，落在我家门前的树上，树叶的摩挲声也许就是我的笑声。爸妈会听见么？

一路上我都被水所吸引，没有水山就是去了灵性，很想光着脚丫子和那些小孩一样嬉戏，无奈逝去的不仅仅是青春。。。。。，我们无法在此逗留很久，约定的集合时间无形中催促我们将景色和心情搜藏起来，继续着下一段路的旅程。我们到达百瀑泉的时候已经完全没有继续上升的念头。“清泉石上流”，我已经按捺不住自己的兴奋，尽情的和水游戏了。我呆坐在水边的石头上，周围的嘈杂，喧嚣完全不存在。倾听着水的心声，她们在歌唱，她们在窃窃私语，她们在赶往另一个目的地。

我们也应该下山集合了，赶往车站。我们的旅行也就划上了句号。

人生是旅程，我是鱼！

中午突然想到听一下Keane 的歌曲，让人久久不能忘怀的somewhere only we know, 想到了第一次听到这首歌曲是在校园里，在去自己的路上，耳朵里响着电波那头主持人熟悉的声音，等待着收听自己喜欢的歌曲。现在却怎么也找不到这种感觉了，久别了的校园，搁置一旁的收音机，没有通往自习室的路。。。。。。，每天都在上班下班的路上，看着车水马龙，熙熙攘攘。

熟悉的旋律响起，还记得初次听这个乐队的歌曲时还以为他们和Ｕ２的风格很相像，他们的歌曲能让烦躁的心安静下来，摆脱那些琐碎的，繁杂的事情。他们就是在那静静的唱着歌曲，让所有听众都沉浸在美妙乐声里，沉浸在优美的歌词营造的氛围中。

　　　　Somewhere only we know的ｍｖ　拍得很有特色，大男孩般的主唱在树林里带领乐队在唱着自己的音乐，如同歌词中写到的，似乎所有的树枝都长着眼睛看着他们，那些可爱的精灵们，看着这几个陌生人在自己就的领地里唱着自己的心声。　

　　　　似乎现代人都不喜欢在生活的空间里停留，都渴望能知道到某个地方来安顿自己已经疲倦的心灵，就是每个人心目中的世外桃源。这片森林也许就是人们心中知道的某个地方，每个人心中的圣土。