终于结束了持久的学习战，想到那天的考题，一份15页的材料，让我们在2个半小时内根据此材料写一篇长达500-800的文章。

主人公很熟悉，都是女性地位和价值的代言人，主题也当然是关于女性在家庭、社会的角色的定位。一直认为舒婷的致橡树最能表达我的想法，于是我再次找到了它。

I know it is very hard to mingle into a new environment especially when you are a not in your mother land. Chinese is renowned for hospitality however it is not always the case. What I experienced triggers me to think about the situation of overseas Chinese. We all complain how overseas Chinese are treated. Those foreigners do not respect or believe us and vise versa. What’s wrong with our fellow? Divergent cultural background、or I should say that it is the damned evil of our human being who works？

Frankness and innocence will not do any good to you if you are with those stupid fellows. The only thing is that you will be taken advantage without knowing anything or persecuted as a foolish clown in their eyes. I am such a clown maybe all our human kind is a clown in the universe. One Chinese, an elite while three mean a team of nothing. That is the very explanation of that question. As Hawthorne says, there is evil in everyone’s heart. The evil takes away the kindness leaving hypocrisy and selfishness. What a shame! Do I have to be that or should I turn deaf ear to all? Sometimes, I turn to silence or obedience which turns out to be so ridiculous and funny. I am so silly. So I refuse the ego, and I should be tough and strong. Time tests!